A very pretty princess of mine
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Thursday 19 August 2010
Bird in a cage
I have chosen this n it feels Like a bird in a cage . With such an over protective cruel n sensitive personality who controls everything of what I do .. What should I say do n practically everything beyond imagination...
Practically filter all the stuffs in life... It's sad n sometimes I cry secretly in my heart...
Can't turn back time unfortunately for me.... Sadddddddddddddd
Practically filter all the stuffs in life... It's sad n sometimes I cry secretly in my heart...
Can't turn back time unfortunately for me.... Sadddddddddddddd
Friday 2 April 2010
Walking down memory lane
I was shopping at the mall earlier tonight and just so happens to enter a small little booth on the second floor where toys are being sold.... The typical children toys such as Barbie, Disney toys and etc...
I was browsing through all the barbies and suddenly a feeling enveloped me.....
When I was young... my mom would bring us to Yoahan and boy! !!! i love to look at all the barbies there... We do not have much disposable income so our joy was to look and admire at all the toys... My mom knew we girls love such Barbies and despite the tight savings our family has my mom managed to save up to buy a simple Barbie for me costing 20 over. It was really expensive back in 1992...
I was overjoyed with my new Barbie that my mom bought it for me and my sisters....
I suddenly feel so emotional that today I could not buy all the stuffs that my mom always wanted as she is not with us anymore.. It hurts me that I could not have the mother daughter conversation, the afternoon shopping and tea and the grocery shopping with her anymore...
That feeling burns me and I really miss it so much... How I wish my mom did not suffered from cancer... I wish my mom is still here with us and I wish for her presence.... I really really miss my mom so much and all those things that reminded me of her make me so sad every time..and every time i think of my mom and those times we spent together .. i cry in my heart silently to hide it from everyone....
My tears for her now is useless but Her last tears before her final breath is priceless... Thank god she was able to listen to my last words and she could only respond to me by her tears....
Mummy I miss you so much and I really miss you around even though I am in my twenties but i just need you around in my life...
I was browsing through all the barbies and suddenly a feeling enveloped me.....
When I was young... my mom would bring us to Yoahan and boy! !!! i love to look at all the barbies there... We do not have much disposable income so our joy was to look and admire at all the toys... My mom knew we girls love such Barbies and despite the tight savings our family has my mom managed to save up to buy a simple Barbie for me costing 20 over. It was really expensive back in 1992...
I was overjoyed with my new Barbie that my mom bought it for me and my sisters....
I suddenly feel so emotional that today I could not buy all the stuffs that my mom always wanted as she is not with us anymore.. It hurts me that I could not have the mother daughter conversation, the afternoon shopping and tea and the grocery shopping with her anymore...
That feeling burns me and I really miss it so much... How I wish my mom did not suffered from cancer... I wish my mom is still here with us and I wish for her presence.... I really really miss my mom so much and all those things that reminded me of her make me so sad every time..and every time i think of my mom and those times we spent together .. i cry in my heart silently to hide it from everyone....
My tears for her now is useless but Her last tears before her final breath is priceless... Thank god she was able to listen to my last words and she could only respond to me by her tears....
Mummy I miss you so much and I really miss you around even though I am in my twenties but i just need you around in my life...
Tuesday 30 March 2010
Words of life
Life is full of drama, envy, jealousy, happiness, laughter - good or bad - n some events which are beyond imagination.......
I'm always a quiet person and I seldom talk those bad habits of people... Their bad character, attitude and worst of all disgusted gossiping mouth.... Come on... Why spent our life gossiping bad things about others or whatever they do...thus creating rumours.... Why can't they look on the positive of everything and not on the bad past events...
Everyone deserve a chance to be themselves or is it that our society doesn't like people to be themselves and assumed judgement be given on them..
Is it fair.........
Career.... Some stupid disgusting people abuse their power from their job on everday life events so that others would fear n respect them... Bullshit.. It's only a god damn job... After work... He would just be a normal person regardless his career position as a civil servant.....
Mind your mouth disgusting people.....
In life we might not get everything we want in life.... Whatever others have or do.. We just share their experience n happiness with them... What we have they might not have..... Why create or dwell on such jealousy or feel envious...if you can't have something don go round creating rumours about it ... Adding salt to the wound... Who is the dramatic one ....
Mind the words... Those words might affect a person's life in future even worse destroy it....
I'm always a quiet person and I seldom talk those bad habits of people... Their bad character, attitude and worst of all disgusted gossiping mouth.... Come on... Why spent our life gossiping bad things about others or whatever they do...thus creating rumours.... Why can't they look on the positive of everything and not on the bad past events...
Everyone deserve a chance to be themselves or is it that our society doesn't like people to be themselves and assumed judgement be given on them..
Is it fair.........
Career.... Some stupid disgusting people abuse their power from their job on everday life events so that others would fear n respect them... Bullshit.. It's only a god damn job... After work... He would just be a normal person regardless his career position as a civil servant.....
Mind your mouth disgusting people.....
In life we might not get everything we want in life.... Whatever others have or do.. We just share their experience n happiness with them... What we have they might not have..... Why create or dwell on such jealousy or feel envious...if you can't have something don go round creating rumours about it ... Adding salt to the wound... Who is the dramatic one ....
Mind the words... Those words might affect a person's life in future even worse destroy it....
Monday 29 March 2010
In Loving Memory
My mummy recently just passed and it was one of the most saddest moments of my life... Imiss her so much and luckily I had make her really happy all these years....
Her smile, Her ways of looking after me.. her endless patience care for me...
Now I am only left with memories of her ..... Only memories and pictures is left behind....
I miss my mum and I love her so much.... I don't know what to do if Im in need of my mom.... She is always there when I needed her..... Her support, care, understanding and endless love....
Greatest love in life is a Mother's Love.....
She'll be greatly missed.........
Sunday 21 February 2010
Year of the Tiger Lunar Year
New year with many events and happenings.
Have been away for sooooooo long that I f=actually forgot I have a blog to be updated. It has been a roller coaster ride.. With my commitment to a relationship, career and major investment in ACCA course. Its tough studying and working at the same time.. Man I don't know where I get the energy from anyway...
Tuition too.. Hahhahahah.. My other Part time job as a tuition for Principles of Accounting.. I just love to make people smart and expert in accounting. What can I say.. My passion for accounting... No one can top that...
This year Chinese New Year is not as busy as before but its still good catching up with genuine old friends....
Catch up Soon Peeps
Cheers
Have been away for sooooooo long that I f=actually forgot I have a blog to be updated. It has been a roller coaster ride.. With my commitment to a relationship, career and major investment in ACCA course. Its tough studying and working at the same time.. Man I don't know where I get the energy from anyway...
Tuition too.. Hahhahahah.. My other Part time job as a tuition for Principles of Accounting.. I just love to make people smart and expert in accounting. What can I say.. My passion for accounting... No one can top that...
This year Chinese New Year is not as busy as before but its still good catching up with genuine old friends....
Catch up Soon Peeps
Cheers
Tuesday 1 December 2009
SomTum
OOOOO... I love papaya salad so much.. Never taste anything better than a spicy, sour and tasty papaya salad with cabbage, tomatoes and peanuts all married together.. Oooshhh..
Just came back from my Thailand trip and I have the most mouth watering Somtum ever in my life. With only 60 baht for a classy somtum or a 25 baht roadside somtum. Both taste ever the best.. Gosh I cant wait to go for my next meal in Thailand again.
Shopping is so much fun there and you should have seen the mall.. All are connected with a overhead bridge which makes walking from mall to mall so much convenient and easy access.
Will post more pics and stories of Thailand wihtin the next few weeks hopefully..
Nileen signing out...
Just came back from my Thailand trip and I have the most mouth watering Somtum ever in my life. With only 60 baht for a classy somtum or a 25 baht roadside somtum. Both taste ever the best.. Gosh I cant wait to go for my next meal in Thailand again.
Shopping is so much fun there and you should have seen the mall.. All are connected with a overhead bridge which makes walking from mall to mall so much convenient and easy access.
Will post more pics and stories of Thailand wihtin the next few weeks hopefully..
Nileen signing out...
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